I WISH HAPPINESS FOR EVERYONE IN 2010

Time flies isnt it??? Its december already...wow...here come 2010..And i am going to be 25 years old...

How does it feels?? I guess good and bad...I always wanted to be older but at the same time im scared of getting old...sounds cliche ha??? :P

The year of 2009 marks a really big turn in my life.....From working for a commercial airline,i got the chance to move to private, From being in love, im out of it...From being alone all the time,i have some friends.and i love my family so much more...

When i looked back...i can still cry....Ppls said "Just move on and forget about it " ....Its easy to say,hard to do....

The biggest changes in my life so far is i get to know who i am in these 3 years...Why 3 years???That is the time i took to understand myself more

Wtf im talking about?? LOL.....Herm..! i am not a perfect person of course..Whatever i wrote in my blog,or whatever advice i gave ...Ive been through it before...That is why i dont want to see anyone going though the same tough time...I am someone previous bau bei before..I am straight forward with those shits that ive said...i dont nag...your mom can nag you...not me..

for the past 3 years...The one who invented the quote love is blind probably did die from the suffering..

when ppls asked me why you leave now and not before??? I dont have the answer to it...I dont know...maybe i think i love him too much to leave..I told myself that i can get over the betrayal...but one day i just couldnt anymore..Then i know that its time...Its time to wake up..

And here i am...writing in post almost crying again.....but its grateful tears....

2010...What will happen to me???what lies ahead, i am not sure...but herm we can still plan right???And here is my plans....

1) The first thing that i always hope is everyone will be in good health...Everyone....

2) I am hoping that i will be stable enough to move back to msia by end of 2010...Ive been away for 4 years now...Im tired and i want to be home all the time...But to give up my lifestyle now is a bit difficult..SO i am still thinking of it... :)

3) I want to travel around the globe in 2010...Whenever i have time of course..:)...Anyone interested to be my travel buddy??? pls let me know...haha..

4) Party hard and also dont be afraid to wear whatever i want to... :)

5) Get actively involve in charity works....

6) Get my own house

7) Eh...some of my friends does asked me this "how about love?"....nah! there you go la...its in my 2010 lists nia..

8) Grow my hair long...make it wavy...If i dont like it then chop it off again...hehe...i know im crazy... :P

9) Learn how to drive in kl...nah!!! laugh la... :P

10 ) The most basic one...Enjoy my life to the fullest....youth never come twice...

P/s...a quote from sophie tucker for all the ladies out there...

From birth to age 18 a girl needs good parents.From 18 till 35 she needs good looks.From 35 to 55 she needs a good personality...and from 55 on she needs cash $$$$...

For me i cant agree more..what do u guys think???? :)

GREETINGS FROM Geneva....

hello guys..im in geneva now...half dead..been awake for almost 21 hours now...still long day ahead of me...because i am going back to jeddah...

The flight was delayed in jeddah and missed my flight to geneva when im in frankfurt...They have to rebooked me for the next flight...When i reached geneva,its too late....my company plane already left to athens.!!!!.

I was in uniform and with my make up on...and they left* crying* So i have to claim my baggage and dragged it all over to departure again..

It also means i travelled for nothing....just flying around around fucking globe for fun...I am going back to jeddah with british airways...via london....Economy all the way...!!! wohoo !!! FUN!! *my eyes are rolling lo *

The worst thing is my boss is kinda pissed with everything that happened...hey is it my fault that the flight was delayed???That it was snowing??? WTF !!!...i was running around like a mad woman k...So instead of meeting the crew in athens...He send me back to jeddah...

I was thinking....What if you have a lot of paxs again???Are you going to ask me rush again like today??? Seriously speechless of what happened here...

Frankfurt airport is like a disaster today..Everyone went bonkers....All got so upset with various of situations..I also got into coma for a while..Flight have been cancelled, A lot of ppls miss their connection flight (me la one of them)...You can see ppls are so agitated , the transfer line is so long till you want to puke,husband and wife arguing...The whole airport gives out this shitty aura that makes you sick..LIKE NOT WORST ENOUGH..CHIRSTMAS IS JUST AROUND DA CORNER....

But of course i didnt get mad lo...better not join the group instead i was wishing peoples merry xmas whenever i go... :) no point getting mad and let it on other ppls..not worth it!!!!!

Pls pray for me....Im waiting for boarding now....going back to jeddah via london...

That is my adventure for the day....FUN RIGHT??? i can see u guys shaking ur jheads ....lolz

lots of love XXXX

GREETINGS FROM AIRPORT!

WALAA.......I am in airport now....nah! not going back to msia..I WISH..but going to work.... :(

I am going to have a really long day ahead of me...*sigh*

From jeddah i am going to frankfurt...and frankfurt to geneva( As passengers in lufthansa)....geneva to XXX (secret d cuz working ma) then xxx to yyy...

I have no idea how long this time duty is going to last....flying till my ass scream also i think i will still be flying...

ok....just wanna share with u guys how i travel....There are 2 kinds of stewardess...

a) they travel with everything like they are moving

b) they travel with nothing

......well of cuz im A la....walau...i cant travel without anything with me... :)

just a glimpse of what i have with me now....internet connection here damn slow..give me back my money..i cant upload the picture.....

hope to update my blog soon...love u guys....XXX

oh btw..a lot of cute guys la... :P ..but old...shall i rephrase it?? a lot of cute mens la...

see see only..can cuci mata a bit... :P

CRISTAL my GIGOLO!!!!

Its 535am here...just got back from a 24 hours flight....That means i havent been sleeping at night for 2 days now..Im so so tired and my body is aching all over but what to do ...gotta respect my face a bit la....this is how i look like now....24 hours without proper O2..pity my face!!!

ok! when u ask a girl how come her skin so nice one ..if they tell u this "oh,,its natural one..i just use water to wash it everyday :P "...pls ask her to bang her head on the wall..freakin liar...

The answer is effort k..and a lot of time...

Some cuckoo girls out there will say "whoa,you shouldnt let a guy see u doing mask u know....its looks ugly...cannot la"

sorry my dear,,,,i dont see why its a shouldnt thing to do...hello...im making an effort here and guys should know that we are making an effort....beauty is pain remember...not fun....hahaha

WE were suppose to stay in london for the night...but fart my luck....i ended up in jeddah again... they have flight to somewhere later on...but so far we're not sure whos flying yet...been in the plane for more than 24 hours...damn!...its like my home now... guys my Address is VP-cme Arabasco Jeddah and u know ah ...my house so cool one le..why???my house got 2 big big wings and engines..

<.......try to be scary ..but i think i look more like an farting idiot instead!!

THE flight was not that fun at all.....but at least i enjoyed 5 minutes of it.....Fart! out of 144o minutes i enjoyed 5 minutes of it...HOW FUN ..YEY!!!! WHY ONLY 5 MINUTES??....SEE THE PIC <....................

my happiness for 5 minutes.....HIS name is CRISTAL and Hes from FRANCE...from a place called CHAMPAGNE ...He Gave me happiness for 5 minutes...isnt it cool??? 5 minutes wo.. see how i in love with him???MAN! IT WAS LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT...I DUMPED MOET & CHANDON FOR HIM LE..

Girls pls GO AND buy CRISTAL home..cuz He sort of like a GIGOLO...He can serve anyone as long as you have $...AS LONG AS U WANT TOO... CRISTAL will never hurt you...100% pleasure...lol..HIT G SPOT ANYTIME LA...

Wanna tell u guys more about my flight and show those hoo haa pictures that i took...but i have get some sleep now...havent been sleeping for 31 hours now...with my luck nowadays...i think i might do the flight later on...which is 6 hours from now..

lets hope its not me so can update my blog again hey...!!!! bye bye nite nite...ZzzzZZz

116am here....617am msia

i woke up at 4pm today..this is how i look like..HELLOOOO..MESSY I KNOW! did woke me up in between which is fine by me...everything is fine with me now because im actually over anxious to go home till i just went numb at almost everything...they just have to leave me alone and i;ll be fine...lol..ok..done with the nagging with the issue of going home for the day :)

well...since i'm decided to keep this little diary for years now..might as well i keep updating it..let me tell u guys a secret...shhh! i think my co. did forget that im exist because i haven;t been flying for a few days now...yeap...keep it going ...wohoo...*slap my mouth*..i am sorry...*touchwood*

Let me think what kind of stuffs that im going to talk about today..ooyah..starting with my day

i had MILO...one of my colleague left the company earlier this month..not left i mean "chau lou" overnight and everyone was looking for her in that morning....did caused a bit of chaos..but its ok..not my problem anyway...see i ran out of my topic again...ergh!!! ok i had milo that she had left..lots lots of MILO..so better not waste it...i havent been drinking it for a while now..maybe a few years but now im kind of hooked to it...MILO remind me of childhood and most of my close friends knew that i don't really fond of mine...but anyhoo i still like it..i mean the MILO

I havent been taking care of my health since i started flying career almost 4 years ago....ergh!!! still young i guess..I didnt take care of it and i actually ruined it..but now i'm into into my health..i don't want to look like 35 when i'm only 25 years old..because i dont want to be in UNWANTED LISTS..so i started to take some supplements(some when i wake up,some after meal and some before i go to bed) to keep myself as healthy as possible...have you guys heard of NATURAL HEALTH FARM(NHF).. I've been taking it for 3 months now..so far no complain.My pain in the butt headache and migraine havent been visiting me for a while now which im glad because i do not want that kind friends....those bottles in the pic above are part of my daily supplements..the others i will try to put in another post..Probably because i did get rid of my coffee and soft drinks habit for almost 5 months now...

YIKES! good news for the day....my salary is out today...hehe...THE perk of doing this overtime is that i can actually bring either my LV or CHANEL shoe and party little bag home with me soon...a gift for my hardwork here..lol...excuses la ching yi..cehhh!!! I havent decide on buying sandals,ballet flat or even maybe a pair of sexy high heels for partyyyyyyyyyy which i vowed to myself that i will party to the maximum when i am still young :)..catch up with the lost times...and i will also wear whatever revealing clothing that i will never wear last time..wear it when im still young now rite...not that i have much to reveal anyway..lol

samba= citibank..weird i know...but they are not connected or link...It means if u loan SR1000000 here and you ran away and you open another citibank account in malaysia...they wouldn't be able to trace you down....But of course i wont do that lo because i am a serious believer in KARMA...I always believe there is someone up there watching us..ergh!

i mentioned in my post yesterday night...my fridge was officially empty yesterday so luckily saeed(our co.driver) is free around 7pm to drive both of us for some grocery shopping...end up paying almost RM200..haih..but its ok la..theres the only thing that i spend on when im working here except for phone card...well,i've decided to apply for a credit card when i go back to msia this time ...STRICTLY FOR SKYPE!..because i've been calling home often and i need to start to call in a cheaper way now..30 minutes call from here to home will cost be around RM100 each time..

getting too expensive and i rather save those money for charity..ehh this is how i looked like before i went out just now...quite messy but anyhoo we are wearing abaya so its ok.. :)

Another luxury that u will get to enjoy if you are working in middle east is that you dont have to carry your own heavy grocery..someone will carry it for as long as you give them some tips in the end :) This is my guy...He always helped me with my water and also my groceries...Its a win win situation because he knew that I am a tipper...

I was craving for some spicy fried chix today so we decided to stop by in AL BAIK . Its really famous here and its always busy.I was trying to take this pic and i was stopped by the guard .He said "NO PICTURE" and i say sorry..ok...but hehe...i took it d..The business in this place is really good and its really cheap..RM12 for 4 pieces of chicken and some french fries and a bun. ergh...im not sure about the price of KFC in malaysia right now because KFC is never on my top craving lists when im in malaysia.

The newest book that im into now is who's that girl by ALEXANDRA POTTER..herm!an english author...Its about a girl who is 30 years old with everything that she wanted but feel lost in her life...until she could go back 10 years and meet her younger self...I'm not really into complicated books because i always think that we read to relax our mind not to stress our poor little brain more...but im really into Dalai Lama teachings at the moment...Cant wait to go back and stack up my room with his teachings ...lolS...i need to be in the ZEN zone when im working here... :P

bye from me now...239pm...739am msia

me talking to myself and u guys 1

well...my first one in this blog..cuz im a bad blogger i realized and also a lazy one...theres so much i would like to share with u guys but i was like thinking "should i actually write all my feelings down cuz not everyone is going to understand me....but hey its my blog anyway...i write whatever i wanted...i might not be seriously funny like some other bloggers but its ok....

i am very bad at remembering my password too...thats why i couldnt log in to my old blog..and i dont wanna waste time looking for the password anymore...so i created a new one..

its 140am now...i woke up around 12am after having a nap.fell asleep actually..i was suppose to read a book..and i look like this in my jammy..u don't get to wear anything else when u r working here..sorry a bit messy with my headband and with no makeup whatsover on my face and i havent even shower yet cuz i usually do it after my running session

its been 16 days now since i got delayed..I'm suppose to in Malaysia now enjoying myself with my family and frens..well..what can i say..working in this company all you can do is do whatever they ask u to...do i still look normal or do i look I'm completely psycho out???

its 144am now...i was watching csi new york..and now kinda waiting to watch csi now..hehe..they are my world here

hopefully im not flying tomorrow. I've been having off for a few days now..couldn't face the world so im in my room all the time..i actually hope that they will even forget that i'm exist until they decided its time for me to go home...ok here i am nagging about going home...but i seriously needs some grocery shopping tomorrow cuz my fridge is practically empty now..only a few apples and some puddings left..no meat and veggie whatsoever and im desperate for some green

this is my fav snacks when im in jeddah...im trying to cut down all those junks cuz YES...im officially over weight now since my last visit back to malaysia..im trying to cut lose some weight but unfortunately i still love desserts especially cheese cake..*sigh*

this is actually an energy bar cuz it contains all whole grains and its actually the official energy bar for PGA tour.

the other one that i like is ALPEN LIGHT and its only around 70 cal per bar which is great to curb my sweet cravings

i also love my puddings..i always make sure i stack my fridge with this..80% of milk..i like cookies and vanilla flavour..thats what u do when u r working overseas..u have to adjust to whatever its available here..if u r giving me all this in malaysia,ergh..i dont think so i;ll have the appetite to eat those...doesnt look appetizing to me at all...

i always have a glass of OJ diluted with water cuz juices actually full of sugar.i also have some cranberry light in my fridge too..i dont have the energy to actually make fresh juices for myself since they actually have limited vege here and its quite expensive..so no point really..and i know myself and its all about my laziness..

the little orangie thingy next to my glass is something cool that i bought from Danube(supermarket) ...to clean my keyboard cuz it can be quite dusty here....way to go japanese...love their cute creations..i wish i can go for a vacation in japan..but herm! again couldnt really plan my vacation when im working with this co.

ok... its 305 am now...im alternating between writing my blog and watching kyle XY....i dont know even know whats that drama all about cuz im actually running out of drama to watch.. but hey the actor is hansome...so yeah..i dont mind

i know i need to go for a run soon..cuz theres the only beneficial thing i can do for myself all day or should i say when im in jeddah??and i need to lose some weight so KIN WAH will not say that im fat anymore

well...talk to myself and u guys again soon.... :)